10/1,000,000 reasons my mom is my hero..

Typically I share stories of my journey in ministry, but with it being the night before Mothers Day I felt inspired to just share with anyone who reads 10 reasons my mom is my hero!  My prayer is everyone who reads this can name a million & 10 reasons their mom is their hero too..

10.) My mom always has my back. 

I will never forget the moments I had boyfriends make me feel ugly, friends make me feel small, & even family make me feel stupid, my mom was always reminding me how wrong they all were.  She never hesitates to remind me of the woman God wants me to remember I am.

9.) My mom never went 50%.

I don’t even think my mom knows how to do something halfway.  From (like 7, seriously) surprise birthday parties, to Easter baskets, to celebrating good grades or a sports win my mom NEVER did anything but went 100%.  

8.) My mom enthusiastically played “Taxi Driver”.

I can’t even begin to name the activities I was involved in since the age of 11, but the list was insanely long and my mom drove me with zero complaints (we’ll mostly 0).  

7.) My mom doesn’t forget.

I am 25 years old and I can’t ever remember my mom forgetting anything, ever.  She never forgot a sports game, a uniform that needed washed, or a rehearsal I needed to be at.. She remembered it all, talk about a superhero.

6.) My mom celebrates every moment.

My mom has taught me that every moment deserves a celebration.  She celebrated grade cards, sports game wins, prom and homecoming dates, new jobs, new dreams, graduations, weight loss, and everything in between.  One time I was traveling (at age 24) for a Pastor conference and she actually gave me a “gift basket” for my 3 day trip that actually came with a “have fun” card.  Yes, my mom celebrates every single moment.

5.) My mom never just said “yes”..

It may seem weird to hear, “my mom is my hero because she never just said yes”, but truly it is one of my favorite things about her.  She would never just agree to my questions without a conversation.  She ALWAYS needed additional information, details, and of course a blood sample of the friend of which I would be staying at.  My mom never made it easy for me to be “out of her hair”.

4.) My mom always picks up the phone.

“Mom, I need you to pick me up from school I am sick”

“Mom, I forgot lunch money please come bring me some”

“Mom, I forgot my house key”

“Mom, I have no money and I need gas”

“Mom, we broke up”

“Mom, we’re getting married”

“Mom, I can’t have kids”

“Mom… I just need you”

… No matter what, I’ve never had to leave her a voicemail because she always picks up the phone.

#3.) My mom knows the “lump”..

Do you ever have stuff going on that is really getting you down and you’ve got that weird lump in your throat and you want to cry, but your holding it in because your too busy to talk about it or cry about it?  My mom can hear that lump from miles away, every…single…time.

#2.) My mom supports everything I do, literally everything.

My mom may have had moments where she thought I was crazy, but she never told me that’s how she felt.  From wanting to be a superstar, then a lawyer, then a teacher, then drop out of college to be in business, to Herbalife, to being a full time Pastor my mom has supported each and every dream.  My mom has not only always been my #1 fan, but she has always told me “if anyone can do it, you can”.

#1.) My mom has my heart.

The #1 reason my mom is my hero is because nothing (aside from God) has a larger space in my heart than her.  In almost every moment of my life (big, bad, small, fun, dumb, etc) the first person I want to call is my mom.  When people ask who my best friend is the first name I think of is hers.  When I think of someone I would die without, it’s my mom.  My mom is just angel.  There is no way to explain her except that she is the most incredible, selfless, beautiful, inspiring, and supportive woman I have ever had the incredible honor of being loved by.  The #1 reason my mom is my hero is because throughout the many years of fighting and parenting she has somehow found a place so huge in my heart I can’t describe it with words.. 

  • I love you mom, with all of my heart.


When I grow up I want to be a…

I just remember being like “what in the world am I supposed to do?” I wanted to be a teacher, but that didn’t work. Then, I wanted to be a lawyer.. That much schooling? No way. I wanted to be a SUPERSTAR, but that wasn’t a degree. I just had no idea what in the world I was supposed to do or who I was supposed to be.I remember the day I decided my major in college just wasn’t what I wanted to be (3 times).  I remember the day I realized being great in sales wasn’t what I wanted to do forever.  I remember the exact minute I realized being a General Manager really wasn’t all I wanted in life.  I remember the day I thought, “hmm being a business owner is great, why do I still feel like this shouldn’t be my career?”  What is tough is that in the life of being a 25 year old woman I see and hear people around me suffering with these exact same emotions I battled with. 
Who am I?

What am I?

When I grow up I wanna be.. Wait… I just don’t know.

There are hundreds of Bible verses you can use to explain that Jesus wanted us to seek Him in order to find our true purpose, but this one if by far my favorite. 

“Whoever wants to save their life will lose it, but whoever loses their life for me will find it” -Jesus

I did not discover my true purpose until I gave my life for Christ.  I say to you TRULY and genuinely that I first discovered a real relationship with God.  As I worked on that relationship, and put God first in my life as I discovered my Faith, it was then; that I discovered who I felt God calling me to become.  I remember out of nowhere one day I was sitting in a prayer meeting and my heart felt like it was on fire.. The fire was my call to become a Youth Pastor.  

*Not everyone’s call is the same or the same job, please hear my heart that your call may look different than mine*

As I explored my call into the ministry I realized I almost went my entire life writing off religion and faith to do life “my way” and to continue trying every job I could to discover my purpose.  I thank God everyday that He came to me so that I could live a life that is so full words can’t truly do it justice.

My point:  losing my life for God happened because I asked myself this question.. “What if Hell is a real place?  What if we really do have a God?”

My heart stirred to answer those questions and as I prayed for this God I didn’t believe in somehow my heart was opened & I was able to truly believe the truth.  

Stop asking the world what your purpose is.  Stop asking the world who you are supposed to be.  I promise the answers you are seeking aren’t of the world, they are of the one who created you.

When I grow up.. I want to be.. Exactly who my God created me to be in His image.

If your struggling with who you are, or who you are supposed to be in this world, let me assure you your identity is worth discovering.  As you discover who you are you discover the one who made you, and that discovery is what will give you the rest of eternity to be that person ❤️ 

#Servant #FreedominHim #LifeinHisPurpose #LifeinYouthMinistry


I have been feeling very convicted to share a story with you that happened during my week.  I have to start from the beginning though so bare with me.  My husband and I have never been “rich” financially,  we have built two great businesses and closed them, explored Corporate America (Tyler is still there, it was not for me), and most recently I have accepted a call I feel so strongly about in the Lord to be a Youth Pastor and I have answered that call and am currently serving the King.  My point in explaining our history is to explain that we have never had the cash flow to serve others (specifically the poor) like I would like, but that has never stopped me from my passion and purpose to serve God’s people.  You see, I have worked in countless homeless shelters and worked with the poor most of my adult life and way more in the last few years and I have realized you don’t have to have millions to serve, thank God, but I am convicted to share truth with you tonight and I am not entirely sure if everyone reading this will like it.  Then again, we serve a God who sent his one and only son to die for us and that story is one many don’t like either and I share that on a daily basis so here goes! 

“I just want to make sure we go in the daylight so it’s safer” -One mom in regards to taking her child to one of the shelters I served at.

“Maybe when he gets a little older, I feel like 11 years old is too young for him to be exposed to that” -A mom in regards to her child serving at the shelter 

“Don’t you dare pick strangers up on the side of the road, you could die” -My husband.

You see, these all have a pretty common theme.  I am NOT saying that these parents and my husband don’t have a point because they absolutely do, BUT here is where it’s time for me to speak TRUTH to you if you are reading this tonight. 

34 “Then the king will say to those on his right, ‘Come, you who will receive good things from my Father. Inherit the kingdom that was prepared for you before the world began. 35 I was hungry and you gave me food to eat. I was thirsty and you gave me a drink. I was a stranger and you welcomed me. 36 I was naked and you gave me clothes to wear. I was sick and you took care of me. I was in prison and you visited me.’37 “Then those who are righteous will reply to him, ‘Lord, when did we see you hungry and feed you, or thirsty and give you a drink? 38 When did we see you as a stranger and welcome you, or naked and give you clothes to wear? 39 When did we see you sick or in prison and visit you?’40 “Then the king will reply to them, ‘I assure you that when you have done it for one of the least of these brothers and sisters of mine, you have done it for me.’

Matthew 25:34-40

Theologically you cannot argue that serving isn’t something we are called to do. Mark 10:45, Phillippians 2:5-7, 2 Corinthians 4:5, Mark 9:35, Galatians 5:13, Colossians 3:23-24, I feel like you understand my point with just these verses although I could go on and on with scripture proving we are called to serve all day long, but that isn’t my only point in this post.  

Let me share with you the story of Jacob.

Last week I had just went to Old Navy and purchased a new winter coat ($15 on clearance – WIN), and then decided to stop at Family Christian (cheesy Christian TSHIRT – WIN), then I decided to head home because we had a complete white out!  The snow was insane blowing everywhere and the roads were bad within 15 minutes of the crazy snowfall!  As I started driving home I noticed a man on the side of the road walking.. His uncovered red snow covered hands covered his face and a light black jacket and light black pants covered his snow covered body as he trudged through this insane (brief, but insane) snow storm in the 13 degree weather.  I drove by, turned my heat up and all of the sudden my stomach got sick. “How dare you drive by that brother?” I got afraid like I was going crazy imagining the Lord saying that to me.  As I drove another mile I couldn’t shake that feeling.  I called my husband to tell him I could not keep driving, I had to pick this man up.  My husband got furious.. He said, “we are outside of Detroit you could be killed” as I made the (wrong) decision to hang up on him I safely informed him of where I was and that I had no choice.  I pulled my truck over to the side of the road only to see the shaking young man white as can be with snow all over his body and I unlocked my car door and said “get in”.  I felt no fear, I just felt confused.  “What are you doing?!” I asked with complete shock.  He answered, “I have been walking for a couple miles almost and waving people down but no one would stop for me, my bike tire popped leaving work and I don’t have anyone to call so I had to walk and people kept flicking me off and cursing out their car windows at me when I waved people down to try and get a ride so I just figured oh well I’ll have to walk the 2 and a half miles home”.  I proceeded to drive Jacob home to his trailer park as we discussed the church he sometimes walks to and his life in this rough time, as I dropped Jacob off I told him to please be safe and I would see him soon (trust me, this isn’t the end of our friendship).  

My story about Jacob is not to hear you tell me what a good person I am.  My story about Jacob is to hopefully OPEN OUR HEARTS, our EARS, our EYES to the need that is EVERY single place we look.  My story about Jacob is to explain to you that it may be scary, it may be hard, but JESUS asked us to TAKE CARE (LOVE) HIS PEOPLE!!!!!  JESUS!  Jesus asked us, but we so easily drive by because we are afraid.. Because we are uncomfortable by the unknown.  I am not encouraging you to pick up every strange man on the side of the road, but maybe I am?  I don’t know what God will put on your heart after you read this blog but YOU HAVE TO DO SOMETHING.  No longer can we stand on the sidelines and live comfortably.  OPEN THE DOOR to the people your unsure of.  When are we going to realize that even though they look different, act different, and hey maybe they even smell different, GOD DOESNT SEE THEM as anything but HIS CHILDREN.  We have GOT to wake up and truly start serving his people.  I don’t know how your service to God will look, but it has to start now.

Please do not go another day being the guy who watched Jacob almost freeze to death, you have a choice.

I want you to be safe, I want you to be smart, but I want you to serve God’s people because he doesn’t see them as “less” the way we label them so often.  Jacob is a child of God.  Jacob is my brother.  Jacob deserved my hand, because Jacob is just like me, God sees him no different.
I love you. Serve His people. Amen.


Live Like That”

Sometimes I think What will people say of me When I’m only just a memory When I’m home where my soul belongs.. Was I love??  When no one else would show up?? Was I Jesus to the least of us?? Was my worship more than just a song??

I want to live like that

And give it all I have

So that everything I say and do

Points to You

If love is who I am

Then this is where I’ll stand

Recklessly abandoned

Never holding back

I want to live like that
I want to live like that

Am I proof That You are who you say ? You are That grace can really change our heart? Do I live like Your love is true? People pass And even if they don’t know my name Is there evidence that I’ve been changed.. When they see me, do they see You??

I want to live like that
And give it all I have

So that everything I say and do

Points to You

If love is who I am
Then this is where I’ll stand

Recklessly abandoned

Never holding back

I want to live like that

I want to live like that
I want to show the world the love You gave for me

I’m longing for the world to know the glory of the King
I want to live like that

And give it all I have

So that everything I say and do

Points to You
If love is who I am

Then this is where I’ll stand

Recklessly abandoned

Never holding back

A goodbye letter to my teenage students..

If you have a child this message will make sense to you.  If you know a child this message will make sense to you.  If you love a child this message will make sense to you. If you ARE a child (practically adult, I know) this message will be maybe not so typical for you.

Dear teenagers that I love,

#1.) You are so much more beautiful than you realize.  Understand that we aren’t created to be perfect, we are created to do God’s work and when you build great friendships and develop a great support system you won’t doubt how amazing you are. You will truly know that you are beautiful in the deepest place of your heart when you find yourself developing a deeper relationship with Christ.  

#2.) Only God can determine your worth and he thought you were worth sending his son to die for.  Quit letting boys determine your worth, or E!, or Instagram filters, or a good snapchat angle.  Please understand that no man or anyone for that matter can ever explain to you how much you are truly worth.  Once you realize God sent his one and only son to die for YOU, only then will you realize how worth it you really are.

#3.) Quit putting friends and boys first.. But if you do, don’t forget to love the people who love you most. It’s so natural to want to put the people who “get you” first, but I want to remind you to please love and honor your parents.  I totally know sometimes it’s so hard BUT they love you, in a go to bed at 8pm kind of way.  Even though we want boys to hold us and friends to laugh with us our parents are truly the people God sent to love us unconditionally without question.. So, don’t forget to love them back even when life sucks.

#4.) Think about the mission.  It’s okay to laugh, try new things, meet new people, dress crazy, and love food passionately BUT don’t forget that past middle school and high school there is a world that won’t care about you, but God always will.  There is a world that will beat you up, but God always has the ice pack and heating pad.  Don’t forget that once this crazy ride called school is over there is a bigger mission.  One of my biggest regrets in HS is that I spent more time bullying and gossiping then I did loving and forgiving and imagine the students I could have gotten to see Christ if I had just BEEN an EXAMPLE of Christ.  So, don’t forget that even though I’m not there to remind you, think about the mission, Christs mission.

#5.) Be You.  I remember thinking I had to try alcohol and stuff because everyone else was.  I remember thinking “of course I have to share this meme about drugs because I need to be accepted by this group of friends”.. But it wasn’t me.  I did things, & said things just because I wanted to be liked by certain groups of people.  I know that’s normal, but trust me when I say what God created you for was to be exactly You.  He doesn’t want you to be like that boy or your friends he wants the heart you have deep inside to be the one you show the world.  Be you.

#6.) Pray.  I know you feel like no one hears you.. I know you feel like it’s so hard to focus.. I know sometimes you feel like it won’t do anything, but please pray.  Truly, I tell you God promised in His word that He hears your prayers.  Don’t ever miss a moment to tell the creator of the universe thank you for what you have and don’t ever be afraid to share your heart (broken or not) with Him.. He created it anyways.

#7.) This is the last and most important thing I’ll leave you with.. Love. Love God and love the world.  I am convinced high school is meant to test us.  It is meant to be a test if we can stay true to ourselves, love our God, and love others even when they gossip behind our backs.  I know she sent that nasty snapchat, I know she totally didn’t tag you in that Instagram group photo, and I know you totally hate her guts right now BUT love anyways.  God loves you and you’ve definitely screwed up right?  So, love that mean girl anyways.  Love when God doesn’t always give you what you prayed for.  Love even when it’s the hardest thing you’ve had to do, I promise, God says it will be worth it on that judgement day when we see him again. 


I love you. I love you so much.  Thank you for letting me teach you about God.  Thank you for forgiving me when I missed your cheerleading or your track meets.  Thank you for coming to YG even when you wanted to sleep.  Thank you for loving me unconditionally.  Thank you for always saying “I love you” back.  Thank you for trusting my ministry in Dundee and thank you for opening up your hearts to me.  I am moving on to the next chapter I know God wants me to write, but while I am leaving I am always going to be here for you.  Don’t ever forget that it’s never been about me, it’s always been about Jesus and I have complete confidence you will all discover yourselves in Him in due time.  I love you with every beat of my heart.


Chelsea MacAdam 

Dundee Community Church of the Nazarene Youth Pastor ❤️


What are the qualifications?

If you’ve read any of my blogs you are well aware I was not raised a Christian.  Your also well aware that I did not start believing in God until a few years ago and began in Youth Ministry a year after I was saved by the Lord.  The journey has been beautiful, insane, crazy and incredible.  When I first felt a call into being a youth pastor I first asked God, “what are the qualifications?”  In fact, I think I asked many people, “how can I feel this call with NO qualifications?”


 God doesn’t call the equipt, he equips the called.

Someone recently read me that quote and I can’t think of a better quote to try and explain what God has put on my heart this week.  I have recently been doing a Bible Study on Jonah with one of my great friends, and this week she touched on something that brought all the hallelujahs and amens right out of my soul.  She talked about the Holy Spirit.  For any non-believers reading this, and yes, I believe you are because I would read stuff like this too and scoff the entire time at the ridiculous comments BUT I urge you to read this one through.  

And Peter said to them, “Repent and be baptized every one of you in the name of Jesus Christ for the forgiveness of your sins, and you will receive the gift of the Holy Spirit.

Acts 2:38

The gift of the Holy Spirit Peter said.  What a beautiful, incredible, amazing gift we are GIVEN by God when we repent and accept Him as Lord.  If you’ve been given the gift of the Holy Spirit YOU ARE QUALIFIED.  This was and still is the most difficult part of this call on my life to be a Pastor.. What are the qualifications?

JESUS TOLD US all we needed to know!  We are given the gift of the Holy Spirit so that God may do HOLY work through us!  We have the living God INSIDE OF US!  

Today, STOP asking God if you are qualified.  Stop feeling like you aren’t good enough.  Stop asking God if He is sure when it is YOU that are unsure in your Faith if you doubt who He is calling.

“Forgiveness of past sins qualify you for present service” – Pricilla Scrier Jonah Study week 3

Do you realize that?  Do you fully accept God in your life?  Then ACCEPT that you are forgiven and that you are qualified. 

 Quit asking God if He is sure and start telling God you are ready.  

What are your qualifications Lord?  No.  What are my duties Lord?


You can’t really have chosen me Lord..could you?

Your testimony matters.  To someone. To everyone. Someone, somewhere needs to hear your testimony.  Don’t ever stop sharing it.

Psalm 34:18
The LORD is near to the brokenhearted And saves those who are crushed in spirit

*DISCLAIMER: if you are a drinker, a smoker, a broken woman or man, whoever or whatever you are or do I will NEVER judge you, ever. This is MY story, not a writing of judgement and hate*

The photos above were pictures of my life about three years ago.. I spent many nights with alcohol, & sin.  I was diagnosed with depression (anyone who knows me now wouldnt believe that), I was sick constantly and battling migraines all the time, I was unmotivated, pushing 270 lbs, doing the bare minimum in life to get by, and my priorities were so out of whack I bearly ever saw my family or siblings.  

I was introduced to Herbalife (cue God).  I started getting my health in order and felt amazing and slowly started changing my life.. Obviously didn’t cut the drinking but cut down, lost weight, got off meds, and discovered motivation.  My husband (fiancé at the time) and I decided we wanted to open a nutrition club, but for some crazy reason we kept getting denied at our Sylvania and Toledo locations (thank you God).  We randomly get a call one day that my friend from college parents had a space we could use but it was in Dundee, MI.  “What the heck is in Dundee???” I asked Tyler and he responded, “no clue but let’s do it”!  We did just that (thanks again God).  21 years of bad decisions and a life of sin BUT I saw a light as we opened our business in this small village of Dundee.  I continued to drink and make stupid choices that I don’t think are super important but my life continued on a path where I was still lost but there was a light at the end of the tunnel.  Then my husband and I met a couple who came into our nutrition club in this small town of Dundee.  This couple laughed with us, got to know us, and spent time with us.  A few weeks into our new friendship the husband explained he was a Pastor in the area. 


My Faith then: who the heck is God? A fake, imaginary character you all make up in your mind to judge and be nasty to anyone unlike you.  Religion is a joke and your God Is a complete figment of your imagination. 

   Although I felt VERY STRONGLY about my Atheist viewpoint on Religion I decided they were too nice of people to shut out over differences in opinion so we continued to be friends.  Eventually they invited me to their church just to try it out, my husband and I talked and decided because he believed it wasn’t fair for me to rule that part of our marriage and we would go.

   I couldn’t tell you what Pastor Jeff preached on that week but I remember it made me feel weird.  It made me wonder and question my beliefs.  I walked out of that church wondering what having Faith truly meant and my life would never be the same.  I met with Jeff almost daily as we studied scripture and dove into the Bible.. I immediatly wanted what he had.  This secure, strong belief in something that he knew was so real. I wanted the fulfilling life he seemed to lead and the impactful man he was, was the woman I aspired to be.  I never stopped asking questions, but I had the hardest time  believing what he was teaching and telling me.  Here is what you need to know:  

I spent 22 years not believing in God and claiming to be an Atheist.  I spent 22 years believing in nothing. I spent 22 years disconnected from my creator.  

  I started attending church because of a RELATIONSHIP God created and I continued to go because of the curiosity he laid on my heart.  It was not easy.  I spent so many nights crying in bed praying to this God I still couldn’t believe in.  I cried out begging for Faith.  I cried out pleading with God.. “please Lord, give me Faith and give me a heart and mind to believe in you because I want to but I just can’t”.  No matter what I did or what I prayed I still didn’t believe the Bible I was reading and one day, a few months later, sitting in the pews at the Dundee Community Church of the Nazarene God saved my soul.  God grabbed ahold of me like no passion or love I had ever felt before in 22 years.

This testimony is MY story.  This is what God did in my life.  I share this because of my current situation.. I spend days and nights sometimes worried that there is no way God called me into this ministry.  There is NO WAY God chose me to preach His word, teach these kids, or be this woman for His people.  Then I realize that is Satan still creeping in my life.  I remember that it is my testimony that it is proof of His grace and redemption.  It is a story just like mine.. One of a broken woman with a broken past saved in Christ, born into a New Creation to change His world and serve His people that inspires others to believe in Him.  I don’t share my testimony because I am perfect or complete.. I share my story because I am one of millions.  I share this because God didn’t just chose me.. He wants you too.  Even you reading this means He is crossing our paths and there is a reason.  

Psalm 34:18 — The LORD is near to the brokenhearted And saves those who are crushed in spirit.

The Lord saved me.. He restored my broken pieces & lit a fire in my soul.  The Lord is using me and will continue to use me because that’s exactly who he uses.  Do not let ANYONE lead you to believe you are beyond repair because the God who created the UNIVERSE wants to reach you, you just have to answer the door.  Don’t ever feel unworthy, I promise God created you for so much more.  He needs you, are you ready to share your testimony?  Are you ready to ask God to meet you?  Trust me, he’s already been setting you up for this very moment.

 Thank you Lord, for saving me.  Thank you for using me even though I am worthless without you.  Thank you for loving me, for trusting me with your work no matter where I came from.

Move over God, I’ve got this!

We are all faced with choices. Where do you want to live? Where do you want to work? What kind of car do you want? What color hair do you want? Even in random day to day activities we are constantly asked to make a choice. What if the choices get more serious? What if the choice determines your future? What if the choice is huge? Then what?  
Sometimes it seems so easy to let God take over parts of your life right? Sure God, you can take my choices.. I mean, most of them. Sure God, you can totally have my body I’ll take care of it for you. What about sure God, you can have my heart.. Sure God, you can have my life.. Sure God, you can have my kids.. What about those things?

        You see, it seems we have no problem giving certain things to God but we are so quick to hold back on so many things God requires us to give to Him. I am a firm believer that we hold these things back because we are afraid of the outcome if we are not in full control.  We have become apart of the world just as scripture warns.  We become of the world and start to feel this crazy need to be in control of all things at all times.. There are even self help books out there that tell us as long as WE manifest it we can have it.  WOAH, isn’t that nuts?  To think that we don’t need God?  We can, by just manifesting our wants, we can speak them into exsistance.  Even that very concept puts God in the backseat and that’s a very popular Personal Development concept!  What if I take that career and I end up with so little I can’t pay bills? What if I move to that place and don’t know anyone? What if i want to be in the drivers seat of my child’s life? You have to see the trend here.. The reason we spend so much time holding onto the steering wheel in our lives is because of the “what if” outcome and because no way are we letting anyone make our choices for us.  We MUST control our destiny!   

Let me challenge you with this. What if God has incredible plans in store for you? What if everything that is happening is exactly what he wants for you? What if you missed His plan for you because you couldn’t get out of the drivers seat?

Check out a few of these verses..

Trust in the LORD with all your heart;do not depend on your own understanding. Seek his will in all you do, and he will show you which path to take. (Proverbs 3:5-6) 

I, personally understand the difficulty in giving your life to the Lord because I spent 22 years not believing there was a God only to discover after 22 years of doing it my way that he wanted full control. I will never say it was the easiest thing I have ever done but it was absolutely the most freeing thing I’ve ever done. You see, when I gave my heart, my life, and my decisions to the Lord I gave up the life of sin I was living. God knew exactly what he was doing when he required me to put him first. I challenge you to do the same. I don’t mean let God drive only when it’s sunny out.. I mean give the keys over when it’s pouring and your afraid. Even if you feel nervous sometimes in the decisions God is making in your life just take a deep breath (you know the one He gave you), & relax. Take a moment when it feels scary to realize that He planned this before you were even a thought in your mothers head. He knows you, He loves you, & even though sometimes it’s the hardest thing in the world.. He has you in his hands.. Let go, hand over the keys, and get ready to watch your life transform in Christ. 

All I have is yours God, take it all.